starting over..

just decided to blog about my current stautus.
not that great of a poet, but at least i got it to rhyme lol...

long time since i remember the true meaning of being happy
there was no such thing as priorities, or stress. i was a normal kid... gladly
as time went on, it flew by so quickly and discreet.
and as i got older, i felt more unhappy and incomplete.
the smiles grew less and the feelings grew stronger,
i couldnt understand or grasp my emotions any longer.
always stressed out over relationships, school, and especially family
tyring to figure out who were my truest friends and who were my enemies.
the insecurities grew, and more mistakes were made...
the memories of when i was happier were starting to slowly fade..
i never realized how grateful i should be..
because i know somewhere out there, someone has it worse than me..
my life remains monotonous, and nothing i've got to show..
but i found that my happiness lies with the friends i love and know..
through the broken hearts and the lies and fights
to the getting in trouble and staying up all those nights..
my stress level goes up when im a prisoner in this house..
cant live up to anything, feeling small as a mouse.
the nostalgic feelings come back to haunt me..
on the laughs, the cries, and sublime stupidity.
they make my life worth while.. im proud to call them my friends,
you guys know who you are.. i dont know what way i can recompense..
a broken heart and a broken family is all that i had left when i was done.
but my friends are like my relationship and family mixed in one.
this is all ive to got for now... im starting over- thats whats left..
im gonna live my life, and put away all my regrets..